Thursday, August 6, 2009

Bah humbug..leave da cookies on your bed stand

bah hum bug why is xmas so blue?
leave your door unlocked and the light on I..er ummm I mean cause Santa is on his way
Of all the moments in a year two days seem to bring out the most emotions..Xmas and new years..i have battled with these two behemoth holiday demons for years..playin the "xmas is just another way to go broke and it don't mean a thing" card or the new year is just another day to pretend the next 364 is goin to be better than the last 365 wtf!! i've got xmas figure out i think..i came to a conclusion that (bear with me u know how i like to reach for a point) that it is like that one moment u had great sex or that time u got really high or the party u went to that was just fuckin' awesommmme lol or the club u went to where all the girls were 10 and all the guys fly..u know what i mean? u want every time be like that time ..<> thats xmas! u had one or two good years when u were lil..u know..u got what u wanted your parents or family or friends were happy u ate, u played and u felt the magic of xmas then 'poof! it was gone..one year no toys ..cant afford whatever..no santa clause..no money ..friends get wateva..u grow up..the world is big and cold and mean..life happens..but on the 25 th of dec u get a chance to escape to try to relieve that moment or if you are bless share that moment with people u love..thats why it feels lonely to some because the moments and the memories are few and far between...while a host are merry , most are blue..which leads to the new year its a change a time wash away or reflect on whats good and bad in your life..which most of us like to introspect on the bad..but me not this new year not gonna do it nope not gonna be blue or worry 'bout the bad, i'm gonna be FUCKIN merry even if i have to take my left side of my brain and kick the right side of my brains ass to do it i swear by ol st nicks big fat jolly HO HO-ing ass im gonna be happy dammit!!! and everybody around me is gonna be fuckin happy and like it..so Merry Xmas and Happy New Year bitches!!! Have a coke and a smile from your friendly neighborhood BACK DOOR SANTA....remember santa comes once a year i can come every friday.lol ..mmmm sugar cookies.. as always be famous or infamous fuck being just in between

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