Phoenix Rison, Phd
the doctor is in...i think?
for the emotionally insecure(this is for the GUYS)...YOU SHOULD ALWAYS CHECK YOUR GIRL(im talkin about examinin your relationship with her)..NEVER let another guy know u are worried about him and your lady..it empowers the guy doin the chasin..u will make yourself look like a bitch ass nicca(definetly DO NOT do it over the internet) It's like this,.. If u are at the top of your game and handling your shit..trust me on this, your woman WILL NOT look,talk or wanna hang out with another man..no matter what rumor or hater pop up.. u will be love proof(its not 100% but close some people are just born ho's..if thats the case whats love got to do with it ..ha ha i been wanting to say that..lol)..buuuuut if you are not handling your biz..then adios mi amore(yes im bi lingual..lol) she will leave u or play u ...most of u dudes are bitch ass niccas.. so she will play(sorry women can sense a weak pussy mutha fucka a mile away) ..so don't run up on a guy or send texts or whatever, people get hurt, love or the lack of it will get u killed..so put the blame where it belongs(its either fight or flight) and i'm speakin from experience from both sides..i've been to the valley and the moutain top so listen to me it's simple logic: YOU get fucked up and she'll still be fuckin..aint life a bitch..lol now only if I CAN get back to MY mountain top..... as always be famous or infamous fuck being just in between
Thursday, August 6, 2009
Bah humbug..leave da cookies on your bed stand
bah hum bug why is xmas so blue?
leave your door unlocked and the light on I..er ummm I mean cause Santa is on his way
Of all the moments in a year two days seem to bring out the most emotions..Xmas and new years..i have battled with these two behemoth holiday demons for years..playin the "xmas is just another way to go broke and it don't mean a thing" card or the new year is just another day to pretend the next 364 is goin to be better than the last 365 wtf!! i've got xmas figure out i think..i came to a conclusion that (bear with me u know how i like to reach for a point) that it is like that one moment u had great sex or that time u got really high or the party u went to that was just fuckin' awesommmme lol or the club u went to where all the girls were 10 and all the guys fly..u know what i mean? u want every time be like that time ..<> thats xmas! u had one or two good years when u were lil..u know..u got what u wanted your parents or family or friends were happy u ate, u played and u felt the magic of xmas then 'poof! it was gone..one year no toys ..cant afford whatever..no santa clause..no money ..friends get wateva..u grow up..the world is big and cold and mean..life happens..but on the 25 th of dec u get a chance to escape to try to relieve that moment or if you are bless share that moment with people u love..thats why it feels lonely to some because the moments and the memories are few and far between...while a host are merry , most are blue..which leads to the new year its a change a time wash away or reflect on whats good and bad in your life..which most of us like to introspect on the bad..but me not this new year not gonna do it nope not gonna be blue or worry 'bout the bad, i'm gonna be FUCKIN merry even if i have to take my left side of my brain and kick the right side of my brains ass to do it i swear by ol st nicks big fat jolly HO HO-ing ass im gonna be happy dammit!!! and everybody around me is gonna be fuckin happy and like it..so Merry Xmas and Happy New Year bitches!!! Have a coke and a smile from your friendly neighborhood BACK DOOR SANTA....remember santa comes once a year i can come every friday.lol ..mmmm sugar cookies.. as always be famous or infamous fuck being just in between
leave your door unlocked and the light on I..er ummm I mean cause Santa is on his way
Of all the moments in a year two days seem to bring out the most emotions..Xmas and new years..i have battled with these two behemoth holiday demons for years..playin the "xmas is just another way to go broke and it don't mean a thing" card or the new year is just another day to pretend the next 364 is goin to be better than the last 365 wtf!! i've got xmas figure out i think..i came to a conclusion that (bear with me u know how i like to reach for a point) that it is like that one moment u had great sex or that time u got really high or the party u went to that was just fuckin' awesommmme lol or the club u went to where all the girls were 10 and all the guys fly..u know what i mean? u want every time be like that time ..<> thats xmas! u had one or two good years when u were lil..u know..u got what u wanted your parents or family or friends were happy u ate, u played and u felt the magic of xmas then 'poof! it was gone..one year no toys ..cant afford whatever..no santa clause..no money ..friends get wateva..u grow up..the world is big and cold and mean..life happens..but on the 25 th of dec u get a chance to escape to try to relieve that moment or if you are bless share that moment with people u love..thats why it feels lonely to some because the moments and the memories are few and far between...while a host are merry , most are blue..which leads to the new year its a change a time wash away or reflect on whats good and bad in your life..which most of us like to introspect on the bad..but me not this new year not gonna do it nope not gonna be blue or worry 'bout the bad, i'm gonna be FUCKIN merry even if i have to take my left side of my brain and kick the right side of my brains ass to do it i swear by ol st nicks big fat jolly HO HO-ing ass im gonna be happy dammit!!! and everybody around me is gonna be fuckin happy and like it..so Merry Xmas and Happy New Year bitches!!! Have a coke and a smile from your friendly neighborhood BACK DOOR SANTA....remember santa comes once a year i can come every friday.lol ..mmmm sugar cookies.. as always be famous or infamous fuck being just in between
a fine thin line
is love and pain the same?
You LOVE someone so much it HURTS to think of life without them...without them the PAIN makes u realize how much u LOVED being with them....So you HATE the fact that u could LOVE someone that much that it HURTS to ever want to LOVE again...Now your HEART HURTS every time u feel LOVE.,,To the point where the line between LOVE and HATE becomes thinner..And u begin to HATE LOVE..But the PAIN wont let u "LOVE to HATE"....cause the emptiness that echoes through your soul..Will always yearn to be fill with L> O> V> E !I guess love is pain and in the end they feel the same as always be famous or infamous fuck being just in between
You LOVE someone so much it HURTS to think of life without them...without them the PAIN makes u realize how much u LOVED being with them....So you HATE the fact that u could LOVE someone that much that it HURTS to ever want to LOVE again...Now your HEART HURTS every time u feel LOVE.,,To the point where the line between LOVE and HATE becomes thinner..And u begin to HATE LOVE..But the PAIN wont let u "LOVE to HATE"....cause the emptiness that echoes through your soul..Will always yearn to be fill with L> O> V> E !I guess love is pain and in the end they feel the same as always be famous or infamous fuck being just in between
Time flies
is there rest for the weary?
..oh well i guess i'll sleep when i die..mmmhm iz death really sleepin, when u guyz get there hit me back and lemme know. i am a boderline insomniac i sleep for 'bout 3 to 4 hrs a nite and then walk aound all day like a Zombie from one those bad b-horror movies slow and sludge like, like i'm listening to a old dj screw mixtape..it seems there are never enough hours in the day and i'm alwayz late..people here say i'm on "drug dealer" time (you know..i'll be there in a 'sec..3 hrs lata..lol)well thats me, i'm COMIN' its just takes me a lil bit longer(watch it keep it clean )..i have a lotta shit to do and neva get it done..i'm looking into cloning, i'll keep the SEX part but i'll let the clone handle everythang else, u gotta know how to delegate authority lol..anywayz i'm suspose to be somewhere right now, not gonna make it there on time either..i got rep to uphold oh well i might as well leave..damn this time space thing..as alwayz be famous or infamous fuck being in between
..oh well i guess i'll sleep when i die..mmmhm iz death really sleepin, when u guyz get there hit me back and lemme know. i am a boderline insomniac i sleep for 'bout 3 to 4 hrs a nite and then walk aound all day like a Zombie from one those bad b-horror movies slow and sludge like, like i'm listening to a old dj screw mixtape..it seems there are never enough hours in the day and i'm alwayz late..people here say i'm on "drug dealer" time (you know..i'll be there in a 'sec..3 hrs lata..lol)well thats me, i'm COMIN' its just takes me a lil bit longer(watch it keep it clean )..i have a lotta shit to do and neva get it done..i'm looking into cloning, i'll keep the SEX part but i'll let the clone handle everythang else, u gotta know how to delegate authority lol..anywayz i'm suspose to be somewhere right now, not gonna make it there on time either..i got rep to uphold oh well i might as well leave..damn this time space thing..as alwayz be famous or infamous fuck being in between
Saturday, August 1, 2009
blazin
How will you be remembered?
Many say black represents death and thus can be used as a symbol to express vengence towards a foe. Or suggesting as a meaning for BLACK ROSES the death of old habits, thus signaling REBIRTH....... this is my morbid moment..but people have asked me why do i end my blogs with "be famous or be infamous fuck being in between", well it's my self motivation motto.. it just means don't go quietly into the night,rage against the storm,stand in the eye of the hurricane and hold your middle finger up shouting "i'm number one" it a mindset of how you wanna be remembered you know will they speak your name in a sort of reverence in their voice like "man you remember the time... or God i can't believe he used to...you get the point. Our lives are already insignificant why further the cause by wallowing in meekness..we all can't go down in blaze of glory but we can take little moments and make them last a lifetime so don't get lull to sleep cause before you know it your time of life will pass you by,.. in the meantime be famous or infamous fuck being in the middle(between)
Many say black represents death and thus can be used as a symbol to express vengence towards a foe. Or suggesting as a meaning for BLACK ROSES the death of old habits, thus signaling REBIRTH....... this is my morbid moment..but people have asked me why do i end my blogs with "be famous or be infamous fuck being in between", well it's my self motivation motto.. it just means don't go quietly into the night,rage against the storm,stand in the eye of the hurricane and hold your middle finger up shouting "i'm number one" it a mindset of how you wanna be remembered you know will they speak your name in a sort of reverence in their voice like "man you remember the time... or God i can't believe he used to...you get the point. Our lives are already insignificant why further the cause by wallowing in meekness..we all can't go down in blaze of glory but we can take little moments and make them last a lifetime so don't get lull to sleep cause before you know it your time of life will pass you by,.. in the meantime be famous or infamous fuck being in the middle(between)
who will watch over me
Is there such a thing as a TRUE friend?
The test of faith doesn't come when Angels are by your side..your faith is tested when you think they have seemingly all flown away.why is it that when you need someone they are not there for you...but in the good times,like when the sun is shining you can find them right by your side basking in the light...then the clouds come,the rain, then the storm and they are nowhere to be found leaving you to face whatever comes your way. Only to try to return when the rainbow is bending around the corner..damn those fair weather friends!..it's ok though cause i can see clearly now that the rain is gone..it's gonna be a bright sun shiny day....but i'm wonderin if the clouds return can i stand under somebodies umbrella.. if not..... i aint gonna worry cause I CAN STAND THE RAIN...can you ? as always be famous or infamous fuck being just in between
ps one of my boyz i went to school @ A & M died r.i p. big mack aka the JOKSTER.. ill play a mp3 melody of thug mansion, cross roads, and gansta lean but right now all i can hear is eric clapton's tears in heaven...tell God about the time we put the skunk in jackie's car..damn i'm laughing man i'm still laughing lol .amen
The test of faith doesn't come when Angels are by your side..your faith is tested when you think they have seemingly all flown away.why is it that when you need someone they are not there for you...but in the good times,like when the sun is shining you can find them right by your side basking in the light...then the clouds come,the rain, then the storm and they are nowhere to be found leaving you to face whatever comes your way. Only to try to return when the rainbow is bending around the corner..damn those fair weather friends!..it's ok though cause i can see clearly now that the rain is gone..it's gonna be a bright sun shiny day....but i'm wonderin if the clouds return can i stand under somebodies umbrella.. if not..... i aint gonna worry cause I CAN STAND THE RAIN...can you ? as always be famous or infamous fuck being just in between
ps one of my boyz i went to school @ A & M died r.i p. big mack aka the JOKSTER.. ill play a mp3 melody of thug mansion, cross roads, and gansta lean but right now all i can hear is eric clapton's tears in heaven...tell God about the time we put the skunk in jackie's car..damn i'm laughing man i'm still laughing lol .amen
not my fault
irony and karma the end dont they always win?
life has a sarcastic bite to it..its like that old southern woman sittin on a porch its done seen all and heard all nothin gets by and no crap is flung but by her...you know the kind..anyways i'm in this kind of mood because just when i think i got this @%$# figured out wham something throws me for a loop..listen for all intent and purpose i am an evily delicious guy which means i have the charm of a devil..i'll make you sin and let you think it's your idea. my mom says i was born with a crooked smile she calls me a snake charmer yeah i know warm and fuzzy right she's old school broomstick,a shoe ,thick belt or whatever object that can cause trauma kind of woman but one crooked smile from me and its let the ice melting begin lol i know im bad for it "how can i use my own mother" you say! well......easy duh!(did u miss the i'm evil part, lol) plus she's a woman j/k i had to say it! well lately i have tried to go a different direction and try the other side of this thing and (gulp) be nice without a hidden agenda-i heard there was such a thing so i tried it lol well i thought people were gonna lock me up! see i'm already heavily medicated lol but they thought i O.D'ed on my happy pills(aah the lil blue thingys) turns out if i'm really nice to the people who know me they either grab their wallets,check to see what items are missin or start questioning their girlfriends you know... JUST IN CASE lol they like me being a sarcastic asshole,i'm predicctable that way..like taz in a cage u can rattle it and watch me spin ...its just when i'm sittin still grinnin that gives people the chills..go figure..so the way i see it my being a little off, derranged , and evil keeps everybody else happy so my goin to the dark side is .....THEIR FAULT!... yeah thats it ..i'm just a pawn ..man i feel sooo used..how ironic is that? as always be famous or infamous fuck being just in between
p.s if anybody wants to join me on the dark side..(i have cookies mmmm chocolate chips) ...bring milk...
life has a sarcastic bite to it..its like that old southern woman sittin on a porch its done seen all and heard all nothin gets by and no crap is flung but by her...you know the kind..anyways i'm in this kind of mood because just when i think i got this @%$# figured out wham something throws me for a loop..listen for all intent and purpose i am an evily delicious guy which means i have the charm of a devil..i'll make you sin and let you think it's your idea. my mom says i was born with a crooked smile she calls me a snake charmer yeah i know warm and fuzzy right she's old school broomstick,a shoe ,thick belt or whatever object that can cause trauma kind of woman but one crooked smile from me and its let the ice melting begin lol i know im bad for it "how can i use my own mother" you say! well......easy duh!(did u miss the i'm evil part, lol) plus she's a woman j/k i had to say it! well lately i have tried to go a different direction and try the other side of this thing and (gulp) be nice without a hidden agenda-i heard there was such a thing so i tried it lol well i thought people were gonna lock me up! see i'm already heavily medicated lol but they thought i O.D'ed on my happy pills(aah the lil blue thingys) turns out if i'm really nice to the people who know me they either grab their wallets,check to see what items are missin or start questioning their girlfriends you know... JUST IN CASE lol they like me being a sarcastic asshole,i'm predicctable that way..like taz in a cage u can rattle it and watch me spin ...its just when i'm sittin still grinnin that gives people the chills..go figure..so the way i see it my being a little off, derranged , and evil keeps everybody else happy so my goin to the dark side is .....THEIR FAULT!... yeah thats it ..i'm just a pawn ..man i feel sooo used..how ironic is that? as always be famous or infamous fuck being just in between
p.s if anybody wants to join me on the dark side..(i have cookies mmmm chocolate chips) ...bring milk...
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